My pants are loose!

And not for a good reason. Not for a good reason at all.

 I had to buy a larger size. yes I am happy that they do not fit me well, they are loose, but I am upset to have to have bought a larger size at all. I swore I was not going to buy the LAST size larger I bought, and now I am up another size again. STOP THE MADNESS! It ends. NOW.

 I was looking up online all kinds of things. Drugs to take to help lose weight, diet plans, herbal things... Then I came across a site that gave me the 10 top ways to lose weight. Basically the ways were EAT LESS, MOVE MORE, DRINK WATER, DONT "diet", yeah. Stuff I already know how to do, and have known all along was what I need to do to lose weight. Like I said, I have done this before!!! I can do it again.

 So I have a plan in place. I am no longer over complicating things. I am no longer worrying about when I eat, making sure I get in 6 mini meals or extra this or less of that. healthy foods. Smaller portions. Moving more. Simple. Drink water. Simple. I can do this.

 My goal, not my ULTIMATE GOAL but my first goal is to be a size 10/12 by my birthday. That is about 4 months away and 2 dress sizes. I think its completely doable and I think if I work REALLY hard that I can exceed my goal, but if I remember the 10/12 size and I remember feeling pretty good there. Average. Not hot and sexy but not fat and frumpy either.

 I will use this blog to post my journal for the day and log my workouts. Just for myself to keep myself accountable and to be able to look back and see where I have come.